Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Guest Blog: What I Really Wanted To Be by M. J. Rose

What I Really Wanted To Be by M. J. Rose
When I was a kid, we lived a block away from Metropolitan Museum of Art It was my backyard. Other kids rode bikes… I took art classes there. By seven years old I was already at home there. As I grew older, my mom and I went there once a week for lunch and to walk through a new exhibition. For years we never missed a single show.
Spending so much time around the great art at that great museum – exploring every nook and cranny, it’s not surprising that I’d want to be an artist.
When I went to college -- it was to go to art school. I have a BFA. I’ve always loved everything about art and still do. But despite all that I didn’t wind up being an artist because at school I discovered what a truly ordinary painter I was. For some, just doing it would be worth it, but for me what I see in my mind is so far from what I can create with my hands that it’s more of a frustration than a joy.
And so I started writing what I saw in my mind.
For me writing and painting are very different. Both in the creating and the absorbing. The intellectual versus physical. Philosophical versus cerebral. Paintings, like music, move you without logic. Books require thinking, logic. I love the movement of painting, the romance of the artist’s life. I like museums better than bookstores, art supply stores more than computer stores.
I can stare at colors for hours, mix blues and greens into each other for no other reason than seeing them bleed together like the ocean. I love the smell of paint, the sting of the turpentine in your nose, the overwhelming scent of the linseed oil, the feel of brushes, buying new brushes and running one down your cheek and feeling that smooth silky touch of the sable. I love touching thick rich watercolor paper with its tiny indentations where the color pools. And I lust after the idea that when you paint you can create something in an hour or an afternoon and look at all of it at once. See the whole. Take in all of it all at the same time.
So while you might read what I write… I’m really painting the stories first.
The e-book, “In Session” by M. J. Rose and audio book will go on sale Oct 17 but the e-book is available to pre-order at Amazon now.


How do you get a stoic drifter, a former covert agent and an international assassin to see a sex therapist? That was the challenge faced by international bestselling author M.J. Rose when she proposed setting up appointments for Jack Reacher, Cotton Malone and John Rain with Dr. Morgan Snow of the Butterfield Institute in her new e-book IN SESSION (October 17, 2011, Kindle e-book, $1.99).

Eisler – swore that their men of mystery would never agree to therapy – unless Rose found a way

to get them there. By slipping Dr. Snow out of her office, Rose delivered some of America’s
favorite male characters to a place they’ve never been before – in therapy.

IN SESSION contains three racy and revealing short stories by M.J. Rose:

KNOWING YOU’RE ALIVE with Lee Child’s Jack Reacher results in revelations for the
injured Dr. Snow and her unexpected savior/patient. What secrets from the past are contained
in an unexpected gift?

EXTENUATING CIRCUMSTANCES with Steve Berry’s Cotton Malone features a
woman who seeks help for her lover, and sends Dr. Snow overseas on a most unusual house

call. Can a rare book in a plain brown wrapper be the medicine her patient needs?

DECISIONS, DECISIONS with Barry Eisler’s John Rain forces Dr. Snow out of her own

comfort zone, and into the world of a former patient’s worst nightmare. Does protecting what

she loves most require a dance with darkness?

The audio version, narrated by award winners Phil Gigante and Natalie Ross will

feature Dick Hill, Scott Brick and Barry Eisler reprising their roles Reacher, Malone
and Rain.

M.J. ROSE ( is an internationally bestselling author of eleven novels

including The Halo Effect, The Venus Fix and The Delilah Complex all featuring Dr. Morgan

Snow. Her next novel, The Book of Lost Fragrances will be published in March, 2012 by Atria

Books (S&S). Rose is a founding board member of International Thriller Writers and founder

of the first marketing company for authors, Proceeds of the audio book

and a share of the proceeds of the ebook will be donated to David Baldacci’s Wish You Well

Foundation, supporting family literacy. (


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